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Muse: Na'Toth
Fandom: Babylon 5
Topic #155: It's war! Describe yourself fighting against ...
( She must die! She is Deathwalker! )
Fandom: Babylon 5
Topic #155: It's war! Describe yourself fighting against ...
( She must die! She is Deathwalker! )
Muse: Na'Toth
Fandom: Babylon 5
I had many such encounters if to think carefully. Usually the degree of importance of such events is realized some time later. I could tell, that my first meeting with ambassador G'Kar was something fatal, and I would not be mistaken. But it could not be, if I have not met Y'Tar, the wife of my former chief Li'Dak some months before.
It happened, when I experienced some kind of crisis of belief. I have realized suddenly, that all my work here is a vicious circle and I felt, that lose myself in infinite intrigues. I have not been created for this purpose. I felt like sick each time when did something that was not pleasant for me. I was arrogant and wanted to achieve something greater, than to be the aide of grumbling Counselor. But I should offer something to promote, to achieve something greater here... And it meant to betray my principles, to cease to be myself.
There was special severe world in Palace of Kha'ri, and if I wanted to work here further, I should make this choice.
Otherwise it would mean impasse. They would not pass me above. It was the law of this place.
And when I was on the verge of despair, thinking about this situation, madam Y'Tar called me and has told about the new project which just started to work.
Space station Babylon 5. Diplomatic mission.
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Fandom: Babylon 5
I had many such encounters if to think carefully. Usually the degree of importance of such events is realized some time later. I could tell, that my first meeting with ambassador G'Kar was something fatal, and I would not be mistaken. But it could not be, if I have not met Y'Tar, the wife of my former chief Li'Dak some months before.
It happened, when I experienced some kind of crisis of belief. I have realized suddenly, that all my work here is a vicious circle and I felt, that lose myself in infinite intrigues. I have not been created for this purpose. I felt like sick each time when did something that was not pleasant for me. I was arrogant and wanted to achieve something greater, than to be the aide of grumbling Counselor. But I should offer something to promote, to achieve something greater here... And it meant to betray my principles, to cease to be myself.
There was special severe world in Palace of Kha'ri, and if I wanted to work here further, I should make this choice.
Otherwise it would mean impasse. They would not pass me above. It was the law of this place.
And when I was on the verge of despair, thinking about this situation, madam Y'Tar called me and has told about the new project which just started to work.
Space station Babylon 5. Diplomatic mission.
( Read more... )
Muse: Na'Toth
Fandom: Babylon 5
Timeline: automn of 2259, Babylon 5 space station
Na'Toth come in apartments of ambassador G'Kar holding in hands the folder with the new correspondence and a box of data-crystals.
" The report from the government, ambassador! - she has told. -Ambassador? Where are you?"
G'Kar jumped out of kitchen with a towel on the shoulder.
" Ah, Na'Toth, here are you! Put it on a table and go here, - he has told, wagging with the spoon, - First, I'll treat you with my most tasty breen, and second, they will show that ISN interview today. I do not want to miss it. I feel, this woman, Cynthia Torqueman, conceives something. Probably, I should not be given interview to her… "
Na'Toth wanted to tell, that warned him concerning this woman, but kept silent and sat down on a couch.
G'Kar quickly put breen on plates and watered it with dense sauce. Aroma was appetizing. Narn attache admired with his culinary skill again.
" Oh, it already begins! - G'Kar started, having sat down on a couch near to her, - All right, let's look, what they have made there! "
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Fandom: Babylon 5
Timeline: automn of 2259, Babylon 5 space station
Na'Toth come in apartments of ambassador G'Kar holding in hands the folder with the new correspondence and a box of data-crystals.
" The report from the government, ambassador! - she has told. -Ambassador? Where are you?"
G'Kar jumped out of kitchen with a towel on the shoulder.
" Ah, Na'Toth, here are you! Put it on a table and go here, - he has told, wagging with the spoon, - First, I'll treat you with my most tasty breen, and second, they will show that ISN interview today. I do not want to miss it. I feel, this woman, Cynthia Torqueman, conceives something. Probably, I should not be given interview to her… "
Na'Toth wanted to tell, that warned him concerning this woman, but kept silent and sat down on a couch.
G'Kar quickly put breen on plates and watered it with dense sauce. Aroma was appetizing. Narn attache admired with his culinary skill again.
" Oh, it already begins! - G'Kar started, having sat down on a couch near to her, - All right, let's look, what they have made there! "
( Read more... )
Muse: Na'Toth
Fandom: Babylon 5
Na'Toth sat in her quarters in front of computer leaning elbows about a table. Then she deleted the text which just dictated on the computer. Again. Narn woman sighed heavily, having closed eyes. It is hard to admit own defeat … It seems, she has lost this place. Hardly ambassador G'Kar will suffer her presence at station after that she did with him… He, of course, shown nothing he didn't shown her that is dissatisfied with her actions, but Na'Toth had time to study enough his habits to not give in on this deceptive good nature. Her heart was painfully squeezed, as she recollected G'Kar's words which she involuntarily heard that day when he was kidnapped by Tu'Pari. She had to hear record of conversation of the ambassador with Kha'ri to understand, that exactly happened there.
G'Kar demanded her immediate reassignation. And Kha'ri promised to arrange it.
Narn attache clenched her fists. Probably, fury and the insult which overflown her after she heard this conversation, have helped her to find the assassin and his victum for record-breaking short term. She become angry on herself, on G'Kar, on Tu'Pari and it has given energy to her. Na'Toth almost did not pretend, when she banged the ambassador. It has given to her cold comfort … she wanted to cause him a pain... to revenge though somehow... Because... she did not like to lose … But in this case she has lost … it is time to admit it.
Schrock, she has been deceived as last idiot! Well, all right, she will take care, that that bastard Tu'Pari will paid for committed by him wholly, and hardly he will get off only with broken glasses!
Na'Toth tried to type the text again. No, she will not allow such shame! She will not allow, that they have withdrawn her, as though she is the inept loser. She will leave herself. She will ask to give her assignment in other place …
Na'Toth stopped to type the text. She will not come back home in any case. Bridges are burnt. It is better to disappear here! At Down Below, at least. The destiny of the lurker is better, than so shameful returning home, on the Narn, in this aimless movement on a circle …
Attache torn off these sad reflections, having rubbing the forehead. One thing pleased her: they have broken plans of Thenta'Makur. And Tu'Pari will not avoid the revenge of his colleagues!..
"It was necessary to beat G'Kar even for the sake of it… - she thoughts gloomy, - but the place is lost for me...What a pity!
There is Babcom ringed in the room.
"Yes," - she said.
The ambassador G'Kar's face has appeared on screen.
"NaToth, our common friend come to the senses, at last. I have bought for him the ticket for evening flight, - he told, smiling, - Its time to put into practice the second part of our plan. I wait for you at 4-th dock in a waiting room. Be not late!"
The polite smile instantly appeared on her lips.
"Do not worry, ambassador, I'll not miss such fun!" - she answered, rising on legs.
As soon connection was ended, Na'Toth looked at the typed text on the screen of her computer. All right, she will finish it in the evening. When they will understand with Tu'Pari, she will submit to G'Kar the application on leaving...
If she should leave, it will take place on her conditions.
Fandom: Babylon 5
Na'Toth sat in her quarters in front of computer leaning elbows about a table. Then she deleted the text which just dictated on the computer. Again. Narn woman sighed heavily, having closed eyes. It is hard to admit own defeat … It seems, she has lost this place. Hardly ambassador G'Kar will suffer her presence at station after that she did with him… He, of course, shown nothing he didn't shown her that is dissatisfied with her actions, but Na'Toth had time to study enough his habits to not give in on this deceptive good nature. Her heart was painfully squeezed, as she recollected G'Kar's words which she involuntarily heard that day when he was kidnapped by Tu'Pari. She had to hear record of conversation of the ambassador with Kha'ri to understand, that exactly happened there.
G'Kar demanded her immediate reassignation. And Kha'ri promised to arrange it.
Narn attache clenched her fists. Probably, fury and the insult which overflown her after she heard this conversation, have helped her to find the assassin and his victum for record-breaking short term. She become angry on herself, on G'Kar, on Tu'Pari and it has given energy to her. Na'Toth almost did not pretend, when she banged the ambassador. It has given to her cold comfort … she wanted to cause him a pain... to revenge though somehow... Because... she did not like to lose … But in this case she has lost … it is time to admit it.
Schrock, she has been deceived as last idiot! Well, all right, she will take care, that that bastard Tu'Pari will paid for committed by him wholly, and hardly he will get off only with broken glasses!
Na'Toth tried to type the text again. No, she will not allow such shame! She will not allow, that they have withdrawn her, as though she is the inept loser. She will leave herself. She will ask to give her assignment in other place …
Na'Toth stopped to type the text. She will not come back home in any case. Bridges are burnt. It is better to disappear here! At Down Below, at least. The destiny of the lurker is better, than so shameful returning home, on the Narn, in this aimless movement on a circle …
Attache torn off these sad reflections, having rubbing the forehead. One thing pleased her: they have broken plans of Thenta'Makur. And Tu'Pari will not avoid the revenge of his colleagues!..
"It was necessary to beat G'Kar even for the sake of it… - she thoughts gloomy, - but the place is lost for me...What a pity!
There is Babcom ringed in the room.
"Yes," - she said.
The ambassador G'Kar's face has appeared on screen.
"NaToth, our common friend come to the senses, at last. I have bought for him the ticket for evening flight, - he told, smiling, - Its time to put into practice the second part of our plan. I wait for you at 4-th dock in a waiting room. Be not late!"
The polite smile instantly appeared on her lips.
"Do not worry, ambassador, I'll not miss such fun!" - she answered, rising on legs.
As soon connection was ended, Na'Toth looked at the typed text on the screen of her computer. All right, she will finish it in the evening. When they will understand with Tu'Pari, she will submit to G'Kar the application on leaving...
If she should leave, it will take place on her conditions.
