natoth_muse: (myself)
Muse: Na'Toth
Fandom: Babylon 5

I think, these things happened with me repeatedly. But the silliest thing which I should do, its, undoubtedly to put on that disgusting Centauri gown. Yes, I understand, ambassador G'Kar and Londo Mollari have thought up it not for the sake of an entertainment but to get me out of prison, I understand, we had no other decision of this problem, but... All the same, it was so humiliating.
Let's leave a dress alone though I'll tell, it was awfully inconvenient. Only that fact, I have very much grown thin for these two years has enabled me to pull it on myself, and I'll not speak about the damned corset...
I understood, that there is no sense to complain of these insignificant details in my pity position. I should concentrate on keeping balance and to not fall in the middle of Royal Palace to an entertainment all this Centauri court. Honestly, I should learn how to go anew, so this process has borrowed all my attention, and I did not listen to chatter of Mollari too much.
I think, I should not pretend drunk as it has been conceived. When I went on a Palace, I was already drunk... And I should not drink something for this purpose. Fresh air intoxicated better than wine.
If not G'Kar's words, I would fall there because my legs were too weak and shivered, I felt giddy and could not breathe under this damned veil... But I knew, that the ambassador believes in me, in my will power, and I did not want to disappoint him.
Therefore I ordered to myself and to my weak body to keep and go forward. Step by step.
Let it looked funny. I hated this damned gown, hated these Centauri, and my hatred has given me energy.
Thanks G'Lan and G'Quan, I did not remember, how we have left Palace, perhaps, I have lost consciousness... I do not know.
But G'Kar has told to me then, that I have reached a shuttle myself. I have not fallen. I did it.
And when I recollect this moment, I try to not think of that silly gown, or of how foolish I looked then, but I think of my small victory.

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